spain

tomorrow i will go appy for visa- i never collected so much different documents for 1 visa in my whole life!!!

dancing dillema

what to do oh what to do

tomorrow, at our corporate party there will be a concert- where our own band with lead singer 32 will be playing . He asked me to Dance on Stage while they are playing…….. even though deep inside i want to do that- i probably should not!!

What if i dont get fired - will i be known as a girl who danced for @After Dark@ pretending im Salma?

me like this pic!

me like this pic!

то пусто то густо

вот у нас тут намечается корпоратив…. и женихи со всех сторон объявились! и хоть бы 1 был нормальным!!!!!!!

2 женаты, 1му всего 23, 1 ваще долбоеб и тд и тп.

и ваще конечно будет интересно на этом теплоходе!!

А еще, по-моему я с 32 сегодня конкретно перегнула… с тем что “только тебе” и с тем что “чуть чуть осталось сдерживаться” и с поглаживанием его……

Вон как он с тупой отмазкой рванул оттуда! и с тех пор меня за километр обходит)))))

Но на мою радость, меня это уже сооовершенно не колышит! :D

))

just 15 days left!!

weird day

i got a recepie for the vatrushki! gonan make then this weekend

V is not texing me till like 3 pm- hope his feelings are gone and he is ready to break up with me

32 does not exite me anymore- which is good- i guess his spell is finally over me

going to see MonteCristo musicl this saturday, i hope its gonna be interesting

oh, and i really wanna see viki chrisi and barcelona movie!!!

opredelitsya bi

blin - intresno eto iz za moei neuverennosti v sebe? chto y menya kajdii den ne pohoj na drugoi. odin den mne odno hochetsya- segodnayu drugoe

32

well.  katya said great phrase that i think describes my relationship with V in the most presise way.

” Он тебе как чемодан без ручки- и тащить неудобно и выбросить жалко!”

i dont think i ll be able to like him- untill i destroy my feeling for MS. And i dont see that comign anytime soon.

Like yestrday i met MS outside, when i was coming out of the building- we stood infront of each other ooo close. talked about nothing ( and i wanted to kiss him sooo bad) so after ike 30 sec we simultaniously hugged each ohter and kissed on the the chick.

FUCK- WHY IT LASTS SO LONG. SINCE APRIL I CAN GET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD

32

nu skazat chto y menay net slov i ya v shoke- eto nicehgo ne skazat!

kogda mi dogovarivlis?? eto che tipa podarok na NG takoi?

ya konechno poidy kuda pozovet no blin….. ya je ne gotova… ya daje i ne dumala chto tak budet

i bednogo GS kak on postavil na mesto.

i menay pered faktom

blyaaaaa prosto v shoke

k nemu domoi?

v gostinitysu?

prosto pogylyat?

prosto kiss i do sled goda?